Gedz

I want to teach my kids more than lessons in a book…

I want to teach them deeper things that people often overlook..

The value of a rose in bloom, its use and beauty…

A sense of curiosity to discover what is true…

How to think and how to choose the right above the wrong…

How to live and learn each day and grow up to be strong…

To teach them always how to gain in wisdom and in grace…

So they will someday make the world a brighter, better place…

Let me be a MOM and guide to give these minds a start upon their way down

life’s long road……..

General cleaning means cleaning the whole house………. that’s what I did  today……….Got up early in the morning and started cleaning the kidz closets…..Oh my gosh.. I could never imagine how busy I had been…. how the time flew and not realizing it…. Everyday I always tidy up there rooms… but today I got to clean it….I just got to realize how my kidz are growing up so fast… more that I could ever imagine…I had to to take out so much clothes they outgrown… shoes… toyz they never even open…. It made me realize how years just go by, how I am getting older….and made me think…the past… the accomplishment mike and I built … wow… what a wonderful feeling to know that we are side by side stronger than we can ever expect.. after all we’ve been through… people’s judgement ..(talkin about our business)  …child health problems… we are so blessed…..and I humbly say…I got to know my real friends… my supportive and loving family….how I realized  that people around you are so envious….that you just got to have strong faith…to continue building what you have started.. And then… the phone rang… it was my husband.. as we said our normal love u and miss u thing… I cont. cleaning up our closets, bedrooms, kitchen, living room… practically the whole entire house…boy I was so exhausted… with in between cleaning, I had to stop and let the kidz eat…My baby was at work that I decided to take out the kidz to eat…. Dinner out ..ohh … how nice …. no washing dishes… and cleaning up mess… Take out for my baby…(made sure it was steak…his favorite and shrimp).   but as I always say… everyday.. It is worth living for……….. kidz hugs and kisses.. and my hubby’s smile and love….

Chuckie cheese day for the kidz.  got off work early… my hubby went to work.  stuck with taking care of my three little angels…. I let them decide … finally they decided chuckie cheese today…. They all had fun…. it was so funny my baby renzil  pants was too big… ohhh .. i had to stop by the mall to buy him pants first….so skinny kc… Mom called and she is spending night with us.  Too bad my cell phone s low batt .. couldn’t talk to her too long and my husband.  Finally after hours and hours of letting the kids… play and enjoy playing video games…. they finally…….. asked to go home.   Cooked dinner for my hubby and kidz start playing computer…. dinner, bath time…ohhhhhh finally a time for myself… I got to jot downnn what a day today… My kidz are already sleeping, my husband already snoring,  but let me just say this….. it is worth living for……………………..

I went to work early today… 4am but I went home early….11am… My hubby went to work around 1pm.  Sad to say  I was so tired and had no clue he even left… I felt sorry for my little ones…when I woke up they were watching tv, playing computer… My little girl asked " mommy, are you awake now?  daddy left and we already ate… we didn’t want to wake you up."   I felt so guilty that I had to make it up to them…I rushed to get out of bed and took them outside to play…. they wanted to go to the mall.. but I didn’t feel like driving….I just wonder.. how many people around been in similar situation like this…..Honestly  I hope I am not the only one….anywayz I fixed dinner and washed them up….. Then I phoned my cuzzin… and we just chatted for hours on the phone….I mizz her so much… I am so excited…… going to be an AUNTIE soon… time to for bed… later……………

Mother’s Day….. today……I visited my mom and my mother in law….. barbecue in the backyard…. Oh my it is so nice to be off on the weekend.  I never enjoyed weekend for 3 years…. It feels great…. spending time with the whole family… My loving hubby, and my three wonderful kidzzzzz…..  I miss my mom and dad…. having our own place…. makes me realize how I miss them everyday…I am so blessed having two wonderful parents…… and parents in law….. Life is so good having their support and love…. With all God’s blessing… I am so thankful…….